April 8, 2008
i might be rude or heartless but im really feeling happy that she'll leave in five days time. because sometimes the attitudes and behaviours of hers annoyed me. i cant simply told her straight how wrong she was, how unhappy i was because of what she did. so what if i keep complaining, it'll just make both parties awkward. i did complained but not to her when i cannot tolerate. i know it's kinda disrespect. besides, i realised that how fake ppl can be...another disrespect. forget about ranting to pple since they try to avoid on the topic, keep it within us will do. also, never at once i did complained to him. i keep it to myself.
sometimes, i do pity on her but i cant be doing it always. who would come and pity me then?!(anyway i do not need any, i can manage.) i guess she will think of how nice and how well she'd been treated only after she left? whatever it is, i wont be saying anything much for the remaining five days.
perhaps some things are not meant to be said.
my headache is killing me now.
better off to bed.
12:49 AM
